Just a little UPDATE on myself and art at the moment. It's been just over 3 months since my last journal and since my Dido passed away. I still cannot believe it and I cry and now the house of his is emptying...meaning sometime soon it's going to be sold, my second home will be gone forever
It's hard and terrible to go through, others who don't understand because you haven't gone through with this, to sum it up in two words: it sucks. Those who went through this emotional ride, you'll understand the sadness. Over 20 years every week visiting and staying in that home, yard, area and now it's never going to be the same. God I wish this never happened but it's life sadly. One chapter in my life book has ended and now another one is beginning.
My dad too has improved since his heart surgery but still finds it hard to work at times because he's still a bit weak from recovering. Man I would have been so angry, sad, pitiful and dull if I was in my daddy's shoes. I thank God who helped him through this journey and my Mom who helped him greatly. I'm still blue but pushing my way through, you gotta keep your head down and plow through.
The future is looking a little bit brighter (so far), learning more animal grooming skills and becoming more comfortable and confident while doing it, and I thank the woman who's taking her time to train me, God bless her. Also after seeing a metal band I love last week my sister found on the floor a guitar pick from the guitarist and we were lucky to be so close, two more people in front of us and we were at the bars. A little luck there. I'm going to push myself to do more things and accomplish more and clearly that also includes my artwork.
I WILL be doing: Adoptables
and/or point commissions
, once I set up my pay pal account and become comfortable with this new way of having money. I'd like to know more info about paypal and commissions. I couldn't do much this winter of photography and other artwork because of my grandfather, I was too worried and down and after new years my father having to go into sudden heart surgery. I've got no time to flippin' draw.
I thank you for those who took their time reading this and to those who showed some sympathy and took time to give it to me. Thank you, means a lot to me.