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                                                                    Stare by Tani-wolf

Change you can learn to deal and accept or even grow comfortable with, but once something is gone forever is another story. I had to say goodbye to my best friend I ever had my entire life. I loved him the moment I first saw and held that little 4 pounds of adorable kitten in my arms to the last moment I saw and held him and he was the same: calm and trusting. He grew to be a beautiful cat inside and out. I was 12 years old when we got him 12 years ago, he was 12 years old (64 yrs human) this year and now 12 years later I had to say goodbye to him. Our Chinese zodiacs are the same, the monkey and this year was supposed to be our year…I told him that in the new year “It’s our year, buddy, things will get better for both of us”. It didn’t.

The name MILO is an English name which means SOLDIER or MERCIFUL. Without knowing it was a perfect name for him. Dealing with bone cancer and the painful struggles he wasn’t breaking, weeks ago we thought about letting him go earlier, but as if he knew the next week he was nothing but energy. You cannot stop a Gemini’s free spirit. Milo was more like a person in a cat suit, all who knew him would agree. He wasn’t just a pet he was my friend, companion, family member and a wonderful animal. He was my world. If I had to live with Milo for the rest of my life I would in a heartbeat. Milo converted more than one person into loving and appreciating cats. Milo was black and only brought me good luck and joy. Even when I held him and watched him die last night he still kept me calm. I never needed drugs, I had him. Full of character he was intelligent, gentle, trainable, obedient, very patient, balanced, funny, cheeky, playful ,mellow, not picky sometimes bashful, sneaky and had nothing but love and trust to offer. He never bit or scratched anyone. Friendly with strangers, gentle around seniors and loved to play with children. He loved affection as much as he loved roasted chicken or loafing outside in the grass. I’ve been around many animals but never came across one like him in 20 years.

Milo, I’m so sorry you had to get a rare cancer in the worst spot, I’m sorry we had to play God and let you cross the rainbow bridge, I’m so sorry if I wasn’t perfect and I’m so sorry that there was nothing we could do. If I could wish away or trade away the cancer I would, I’d rather die first than have you die before me. You will always be the best in my book. You choose me before I even choose you. We were lucky and always grateful to have you in our lives. I love you more than my own life, I am so happy and proud of you and our relationship since I could speak I always wanted a animal friend and you were more than I ever dreamed of. I’m angry you had to die and couldn’t live longer, I’m angry cancer is killing and destroying people’s lives and I’m angry there is no cure. I thank you for being the rock of the family, thank you for all the years I went through depression, loss, anxiety, loneliness , fear and not having a job. When I was being bullied, struggling with school and job hunting, struggling with myself and others you were always there to cheer me up.

Thank you for being a crying shoulder while my grandparents died and many more troubles that happened and thank you for being perfect for me. You are beautiful inside and out and my life will never be the same without you, buddy. You taught me to never hold a grudge, forgive and forget. You taught me enjoy what you got and make the most of it. You taught me to do what I want and love and don’t care about what others think and you’re outgoing spirit is inspiring.

I love you more than words can describe, I don’t regret everyday holding you and spending time with you, I’m glad I was able to raise you, train you, feed you, watch you grow, play and take care of you when you were sick and weak. Thank you for never being so stubborn or mean. The most I really can say is thank you for everything.

I’ll have to walk alone without my shadow following me but you’ll always in my heart and mind. I’ll always miss you and love you, baby boy. Until we meet again, goodbye.

Milo, you’re free. :heart:



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[Stamp] Gratitude by Creepiest

I am a normal girl in a big world that loves to create and express my feelings in my art (and verbally too). There is too much for me to explain but if you want to know more just ask. There's a lot of ingredients to the mix.

I love art, animals, people, and nature. In my work I often use only those and I love to daydream but never on the job. Fantasy and fiction are my favorite things to create, read, write and watch about and I do have a good sense of humor but I know who and what is offending me. I go by the golden rule: treat others the way you want to be treated.

Founder of the group below:

:. Twilight Stamp .: by Mei-moonFast Food Stamp by Kezzi-RoseAnimal lover. by Monster-Boar
I Love Cal Leandros Stamp by Marlin-RaeFantasy is my Reality stamp by purgatoriNightwish by o-BlueMoon-o
Lover of Colours Stamp by ZULU-CALMythology Freak Stamp by kuro-stampsBooks Stamp by mylastel
True Artist Stamp by chibibarrageI love music Stamp by CreativenessPanic At The Disco Stamp 2 by darkdissolution
The Killers Stamp by darkdisciple-stampsI Love Edward Cullen - Stamp by ShiiazuDisney Joanna Stamp by TwilightProwler
Tourettes Guy Stamp by RustyFanatic05Pingas Stamp by DarkeiyaI love to draw by LittlevampireX
Mercy Thompson Support by glassieenvironment stamp by environmentKindness Stamp by Southrobin
Jack Skellington Stamp by Sinister-StarfeeshI Support Pit Bulls stamp by zelos22I love Black and White Cats by WishmasterAlchemist
.:: I HEART Wolves - Stamp ::. by KovoWolfBloody Vampire Stamp by AmadisAmaranthWerewolf Princess Stamp by Goldenwolf
Tekken Stamp: King by Sunshine--lassSupport Art Trades by AnnorthaFriends stamp by Meddle689
Stop animal abuse stamp by BlueRavenAngelBlue ribbon by BlueRavenAngelWhite ribbon by BlueRavenAngel
Groomer Stamp by bokujin-geshiTF2 Soldier Stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nDisney Beast Stamp by TwilightProwler

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Personal Quote: OH BOB SAGET!

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suezn Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016
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